Throughout my life I have battled confidence issues from time to time. I realize everyone does but the hardest thing for me to adjust to is knowing that I matter to someone else. This may sound like a weird thing to say but adjusting to meaning something to someone else has always been a bit of a foreign feeling to me. Almost like I do not deserve it.
Do not get me wrong, I absolutely love being loved (in a non narcissistic way) but describing the feeling above I cannot help but wonder what does it say about my self confidence.
On one other note, this is not something I think about regularly, in fact it is something I have overcome and this post is more or less a reflection on my growth. It is nice having meaning